a servant

i consider my self with a servant, cause i love to give to people an i feel that's why God blesses me so much cause he don't give me blessings for my behavior.. So when i give people i has to be some thing from the heart. but why should i call my self a servant when i give you and you turn around and screw me over but like Mrs. Snell said i have except it. but i feel that if you give too people God will give back to you.